I find myself going into that deep cold abyss . When all the sounds and chaos is finally silenced. My emotions come to a staggering halt as I try to find the breath that will taste like me again.   Where did I go? How did I get here? And where will I go from here? 

All wonderful questions; if I could just for a moment find clearity. Yet, … all I feel at the moment ….. numb seems to be the only word worth writing.   Takes two to thrive and grow, but it also takes two to whither and die.  Can it really be that love for a person is so much stronger than love for the relationship itself. So confused yet such clearity.  I am just so tired of crying and chasing someone who won’t open their arms.